honeyspider | Bloody thinking.

Waaaa! Where is the rain, I ask you?? All the grass is dead, yellow and crunchy underfoot. I want green grass again! Even the trees are looking brown. *sighs dramatically* My whole world is brown!

Today I bought a Foo Fighters CD and the Princess Bride DVD. Forgive me father, for I have shopped. And then there was a wasp chasing me. I think it may have been personal. I crossed a road and ran through a car park from it and it was still there. *cries* it was trying to kill me! An assassin bug!

Oh God. I go to Ireland in about three weeks! *dies on floor and hides behind random things* Scary! And I’ll be there until at least May. And then….umm, I don’t actually know. My job is there for as long as I want it, but I’m not sure if I’ll be staying for much longer. A cousin was talking about a bear sanctuary in Canada that she went to work at and suggested I should try that since they’re always happy to have people come in. Hmmm, don’t know. Or I could come home and just go to New Zealand earlier than I had planned. But the problem with that is that I would have no where to stay while I’m getting myself set up, as my girls are all still living at home. *thinks* All this thinking is making my brain cry, and I don't need to panic about it all just yet anyway. I’m going to write story things instead.